Apparently, I may be moved to a different account with the same company, but I have no idea what to expect. I haven't heard anything from our home office and it's really disappointing, but understandable. This contract was about 35% of their workload, so I guess things are somewhat chaotic there. Mike said that I will have no problem finding a new job, but that isn't the point at all. I, along with many others in this world, hate change and I really don't like having to get to know new systems and new people. I just think that God doesn't like it when I get too comfortable in my life AND I really need to stop complaining about things! Earlier this week, I was complaining that I was so sick of hearing about penis' and vagina's all day and now, I don't have to, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A JOB! LOL. God is very literal and you have to be careful what you say to him or he will do just what you want, except it won't be the way you expect it at all.
I have been so down and out this weekend that I am glad that I sent the boys up to the cabin with my family. They really don't need to see their mommy this sad. They are on their way home now, so I have to get into my happy and "everythings fine" mode before we get them.
I just have no clue what the next days, weeks and months hold for me and my family, I just pray that God will cover us and watch over us cause we will be callin His house a lot!
